some thought are flying around my brain..
what are friends for?
till today, i understand who to trust? who to love? and who are truly the one for me.
i guess i no longer living this world with pain.
debts are offically clear, i have repay everything.
we no longer own each other.
you have your life, i have my life.
i used to love you this much till i would go to the extreme of selling myself, my trust, my pride but you do not appreciate.
only when you need me, you would hunt for me.
i guessed i have really lost faith in you and love.
moment of time, i would think of you.
but if there’s a day of being with you, the answer is no.
i would rather like it as now, as stranger as it is.
i admit i miss you, but not wanting to be with you.
love your life, love your family, love your friends, and love your girl.
our love or even maybe its just an one-sided love, lets me keep the nice memories in me.
i would love to confide, sorry JL.
i think i couldnt love you, its because the scar is in me.
things you have done for me, i appreciate.
you deserve someone more better than me.
i couldnt bring myself to hurt you.
friends.. i always thought that i have countless of friends..
but im wrong..
the only friend that stood by me, and love me, is my long time good friend.
she’s the one who would lend me her shoulder when i feel like crying..
thanks pamela for always being there me, and never forsake me..
